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Friday, February 29, 2008
im shocked.
LOL.
okay. more of pleasantly surprised than shock BECAUSE people actually tag here!!
haha, after abandoning my blog for one week or so, i thought it would be quite dead
BUT im proven wrong.
(fine, even though there is a sudden influx of tags, there still from just three ppl. but considering ppl seldom visit or ,even more rarely, tag, im quite contented=))
well.
and since ham has practicaly blogged on my tagboard, i shall post it up here for easy reading.
"still waiting for that fateful call,
and trying to prepare myself for the worse outcome
=.=
hai..i really hate that kind of ppl la...
what do they know abt the sch since they are there for hardly 2 days.
they hav any lesson le? they know their classmates le? they meet their teacher le? NOoooooo!!! THEY NEVER!!
then i really wonder how they come to the conclusion that the college "sux".The sharp contrast between their beyong-imagination-wonderful PAE experince? The already-biased impression of the sch base on those stupid rumors? Or the mountainous campus with maze-like staircases? Or the synthetic field?!! Have they ever TRIED to understand the sch? At first I also dont like the sch(how i wanted to type 'my sch'..) disklike coz i dun like the way the principal talks =.=.. but hey, is the quality of ur sch life determined by principal's talking, or canteen food, or the color of ur uniform / pe shorts, or smelly container classrooms,or a XS shirt which is not at all "extra small"?????????????
To those who LOVE that (my-probably)sch so much, i really hope they can go back there, coz they are so obviously-underexposed to christian values, though some claimed to be christian. With occationally stoning during the devotion and prayer time, I still managed to catch a word which appeared most frequently, "thankful". Though I still cant take those "miracles" abt god, I do agree that some christian values are univerasal. Being grateful and thankful is one of those. It's ok to be unsatisified abt what u dun hav, but be thankful abt what u already hav. THose ppl really need to be taught how to behave like a mature young adult who can think properly with their cerebrum, instead of what the-fuming-xiaoyun said, 5-yr-old kid.
What makes me so buisong is not that they are hogging the places, but their bloody accusation of the college being "sux". I am so damn tired of defending the sch, so 2 suggestions to those ppl :
1. Get out of this sucky place, for staying any longer may be detrimental to your mental health, since your dayshere were filled with agony.
2. Shut up and lower your butt to settle down, cut all those stupid complains and get a life.
GRR, Pissed.. >=( REally wan to slap those ungrateful ppl to wake them up!! "slap slap sound effect". sian sian, dun wan to write liao....zzz
A little extra now XD 1. OMG~ I wrote so loooooooong~~ My GP got hope le *_* 2. OMG~~~~~I sound so patroitic~~Hav i Mutated?? o.O 3. sorry for using ur blog to say so many things haha~ but i lazy.."
O.o
didnt realise she wrote so long too..
see, this is what i call loyalty with integrity.
Value of nj*=)
sad though, such a patriotic fellow not being able to stay yet a handful of ungrateful beings still linger around in the campus.
well, all i have to say to ham is: Love your current JC now!! Show the same passion u have for NJ.. and yes, continue to support us. thankew. AHAHAHAHAHA~
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
haix, finally have some time for just me myself and the computer.
Things change really fast.
one minute i was busy adapting to JC life and then zoom, March is arrving and we have yet again change classes.
Dont really know who is in my class but i know 18-minus-3 people of ex08s13 are not in my class.
Well, not like i have a choice but i know i'll miss o8s13.
aha, something happy though, i think we(o8s14) have gotten a very good CT.
=)
During 08s14 gc period, while conducting some administrative stuffs, he mentioned something that i had always feel strongly about. and he told us even if we feel that "doing this" is not right, it doesnt mean we deprive ourselves in participating and give away opportunities. cant rmb how he phrased his words but they sure are impactful.
i hate to say this but he is very right.(and im very left. harhar.-_-) some rules of the little game of life(not that board game duhh) are hard to understand.. and sometimes, totally against your values. But it doesnt mean that we can pull out and not participate because this is life.
kinda tired.
and its only like 3 months..
haix. i miss 4E'07.
i miss yawn. ah mu. ham. ahma...
i miss mr soh.
i miss ms lai.
i miss ms jaina tan
i miss ohh..
ugh..
thats the bad thing about having sweet memories,
as time pass by and when u suddenly rmb it,
u will be once again reminded that good things dont exist forever and yes, they are gone now. sometimes horrible memories are better, since it makes u feel relieve that things are not as bad as they were.
but in order to have those bad memories, u have to go thru them...
okay, im feeling crappy again.
but yea. how ironic...
hehe, my nice nice chinese new year art piece, can be traded with one silver edition gc =)) just kidding..
feeling empty too.
LOL.
okay. more of pleasantly surprised than shock BECAUSE people actually tag here!!
haha, after abandoning my blog for one week or so, i thought it would be quite dead
BUT im proven wrong.
(fine, even though there is a sudden influx of tags, there still from just three ppl. but considering ppl seldom visit or ,even more rarely, tag, im quite contented=))
well.
and since ham has practicaly blogged on my tagboard, i shall post it up here for easy reading.
"still waiting for that fateful call,
and trying to prepare myself for the worse outcome
=.=
hai..i really hate that kind of ppl la...
what do they know abt the sch since they are there for hardly 2 days.
they hav any lesson le? they know their classmates le? they meet their teacher le? NOoooooo!!! THEY NEVER!!
then i really wonder how they come to the conclusion that the college "sux".The sharp contrast between their beyong-imagination-wonderful PAE experince? The already-biased impression of the sch base on those stupid rumors? Or the mountainous campus with maze-like staircases? Or the synthetic field?!! Have they ever TRIED to understand the sch? At first I also dont like the sch(how i wanted to type 'my sch'..) disklike coz i dun like the way the principal talks =.=.. but hey, is the quality of ur sch life determined by principal's talking, or canteen food, or the color of ur uniform / pe shorts, or smelly container classrooms,or a XS shirt which is not at all "extra small"?????????????
To those who LOVE that (my-probably)sch so much, i really hope they can go back there, coz they are so obviously-underexposed to christian values, though some claimed to be christian. With occationally stoning during the devotion and prayer time, I still managed to catch a word which appeared most frequently, "thankful". Though I still cant take those "miracles" abt god, I do agree that some christian values are univerasal. Being grateful and thankful is one of those. It's ok to be unsatisified abt what u dun hav, but be thankful abt what u already hav. THose ppl really need to be taught how to behave like a mature young adult who can think properly with their cerebrum, instead of what the-fuming-xiaoyun said, 5-yr-old kid.
What makes me so buisong is not that they are hogging the places, but their bloody accusation of the college being "sux". I am so damn tired of defending the sch, so 2 suggestions to those ppl :
1. Get out of this sucky place, for staying any longer may be detrimental to your mental health, since your dayshere were filled with agony.
2. Shut up and lower your butt to settle down, cut all those stupid complains and get a life.
GRR, Pissed.. >=( REally wan to slap those ungrateful ppl to wake them up!! "slap slap sound effect". sian sian, dun wan to write liao....zzz
A little extra now XD 1. OMG~ I wrote so loooooooong~~ My GP got hope le *_* 2. OMG~~~~~I sound so patroitic~~Hav i Mutated?? o.O 3. sorry for using ur blog to say so many things haha~ but i lazy.."
O.o
didnt realise she wrote so long too..
see, this is what i call loyalty with integrity.
Value of nj*=)
sad though, such a patriotic fellow not being able to stay yet a handful of ungrateful beings still linger around in the campus.
well, all i have to say to ham is: Love your current JC now!! Show the same passion u have for NJ.. and yes, continue to support us. thankew. AHAHAHAHAHA~
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
haix, finally have some time for just me myself and the computer.
Things change really fast.
one minute i was busy adapting to JC life and then zoom, March is arrving and we have yet again change classes.
Dont really know who is in my class but i know 18-minus-3 people of ex08s13 are not in my class.
Well, not like i have a choice but i know i'll miss o8s13.
aha, something happy though, i think we(o8s14) have gotten a very good CT.
=)
During 08s14 gc period, while conducting some administrative stuffs, he mentioned something that i had always feel strongly about. and he told us even if we feel that "doing this" is not right, it doesnt mean we deprive ourselves in participating and give away opportunities. cant rmb how he phrased his words but they sure are impactful.
i hate to say this but he is very right.(and im very left. harhar.-_-) some rules of the little game of life(not that board game duhh) are hard to understand.. and sometimes, totally against your values. But it doesnt mean that we can pull out and not participate because this is life.
kinda tired.
and its only like 3 months..
haix. i miss 4E'07.
i miss yawn. ah mu. ham. ahma...
i miss mr soh.
i miss ms lai.
i miss ms jaina tan
i miss ohh..
ugh..
thats the bad thing about having sweet memories,
as time pass by and when u suddenly rmb it,
u will be once again reminded that good things dont exist forever and yes, they are gone now. sometimes horrible memories are better, since it makes u feel relieve that things are not as bad as they were.
but in order to have those bad memories, u have to go thru them...
okay, im feeling crappy again.
but yea. how ironic...
hehe, my nice nice chinese new year art piece, can be traded with one silver edition gc =)) just kidding..
feeling empty too.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
hahahaha..
firstly,
CONGRATS TO S'PORE!
=]
=D
=)))
however,
this post wasnt meant for that only..
yupyup.
it was observed that during these few days,
many JC students ,
who were posted a particularly well known and rather prestigious
junior college during PAE,
were behaving rather disgracefully in my JC.
a number of them were seen launching complaints against the JC, which is my JC, they are now in,
throwing in disrespectful comments such as:" WAH LAU, the orientation so boring!" and "THIS JC sux!" into our PAE students faces.
at first, personally i tried to calm myself down so as to not yell at them.
but after enduring their several attempts to convince me that their A*JC is so much better, i cannot take it anymore.
esp WHEN THEY SAY: " I WANT TO APPEAL BACK TO A*JC LAH!! nj* su*!"
at first, i would be like: then why u put as first choice...
one or two replied: parents forced.
nth much to say. go blame ur parents then, and stop chanting complaints into our ears.
then, they still continue to complain.
so i went: Go appeal BACK then?
and some said: cannot la, i put A*JC as my not-first-nor-second-nor-third choice. A*JC has this rule tt if u nvr put it as second choice at least, u cannot appeal in.
what the....
if that JC was really so good,i would at least expect u to put it as second,
provided ur parents really forced u to go N*C
furthermore, even if u really didnt realise that N*C wasnt as good as u expect,
as a beginner econs student,
we all know that once u put N*C as a choice higher than A*JC..
it means u would rather get into this choice than the next second best choice..
AND, as a graduate from a also well-known sec sch,
i personally finds it a shame to see my fellow alumni behaving in such a disgraceful manner. when he or she made that choice that very moment, he or she should have known something called " not to regret".
LIfe is full of choice to make.
thats why u have to think carefully and pick wisely.
u do not choose sth and then regret and start behaving like a five yr old,
strutting all around crying that u rather go back...
u have to face this.
OR AT LEAST,
GO COMPLAIN TO PPL WHO SUPPORT U.
how can some ppl be so ignorant that they can actually go to the person who actually belongs to the JC and loves the JC AND SAY RIGHT INTO THEIR FACE THEY TOTALLY HATE THE JC?????!!!
i didnt know tt ppl this insensible actually existed...
okay, i shall clarify that even though i used to say to shen i didnt want to be in her JC, it wasnt like any personal assault to her or the sch. and even after i made my choice. i knew i had to learn to accept what i might expect. okay, im sincerely sry if i really did hurt the ppl of shen's JC's feeling.
yea, it really feels unpleasant to hear someone talking bad about ur sch.
maybe this ppl are insensible,
but what some fellow N8C supporters mentioned sounded reasonable,
and even made this ppl seemed totally foolish.
" trying to tell others that they have the ability to get the thing they want but they are not interested in it"
disgust.
p.s. not that we really want u all to stay u noe. if u really dunt enjoy here, trying to bribe and please A*JC's principle or sth. so that others who really appreciate the environment here can GET IN. stop hogging the places=)
thanks. so . much.
firstly,
CONGRATS TO S'PORE!
=]
=D
=)))
however,
this post wasnt meant for that only..
yupyup.
it was observed that during these few days,
many JC students ,
who were posted a particularly well known and rather prestigious
junior college during PAE,
were behaving rather disgracefully in my JC.
a number of them were seen launching complaints against the JC, which is my JC, they are now in,
throwing in disrespectful comments such as:" WAH LAU, the orientation so boring!" and "THIS JC sux!" into our PAE students faces.
at first, personally i tried to calm myself down so as to not yell at them.
but after enduring their several attempts to convince me that their A*JC is so much better, i cannot take it anymore.
esp WHEN THEY SAY: " I WANT TO APPEAL BACK TO A*JC LAH!! nj* su*!"
at first, i would be like: then why u put as first choice...
one or two replied: parents forced.
nth much to say. go blame ur parents then, and stop chanting complaints into our ears.
then, they still continue to complain.
so i went: Go appeal BACK then?
and some said: cannot la, i put A*JC as my not-first-nor-second-nor-third choice. A*JC has this rule tt if u nvr put it as second choice at least, u cannot appeal in.
what the....
if that JC was really so good,i would at least expect u to put it as second,
provided ur parents really forced u to go N*C
furthermore, even if u really didnt realise that N*C wasnt as good as u expect,
as a beginner econs student,
we all know that once u put N*C as a choice higher than A*JC..
it means u would rather get into this choice than the next second best choice..
AND, as a graduate from a also well-known sec sch,
i personally finds it a shame to see my fellow alumni behaving in such a disgraceful manner. when he or she made that choice that very moment, he or she should have known something called " not to regret".
LIfe is full of choice to make.
thats why u have to think carefully and pick wisely.
u do not choose sth and then regret and start behaving like a five yr old,
strutting all around crying that u rather go back...
u have to face this.
OR AT LEAST,
GO COMPLAIN TO PPL WHO SUPPORT U.
how can some ppl be so ignorant that they can actually go to the person who actually belongs to the JC and loves the JC AND SAY RIGHT INTO THEIR FACE THEY TOTALLY HATE THE JC?????!!!
i didnt know tt ppl this insensible actually existed...
okay, i shall clarify that even though i used to say to shen i didnt want to be in her JC, it wasnt like any personal assault to her or the sch. and even after i made my choice. i knew i had to learn to accept what i might expect. okay, im sincerely sry if i really did hurt the ppl of shen's JC's feeling.
yea, it really feels unpleasant to hear someone talking bad about ur sch.
maybe this ppl are insensible,
but what some fellow N8C supporters mentioned sounded reasonable,
and even made this ppl seemed totally foolish.
" trying to tell others that they have the ability to get the thing they want but they are not interested in it"
disgust.
p.s. not that we really want u all to stay u noe. if u really dunt enjoy here, trying to bribe and please A*JC's principle or sth. so that others who really appreciate the environment here can GET IN. stop hogging the places=)
thanks. so . much.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
WOW.
it was kinda a shock~
i was busy talking to xzh when the bus arrived at NJ
and the next thing i knew,
wanqing walked up to me with an apparently shocked look plastered onto her face,
and asked: DID u get in?? RJ?
then it hit me tt the results were alr sent to us!!
i rummaged for my hp..
4 unread msg..
and i found it.
didnt really know what to expect...
then...
i saw the word: NATIONAL.
first impression: huh?
second: omg
then, YESH!!!
then, da shen smsed me.
oh no.
im sry shen but i cant get in=(
its not tt i didnt try rite=)
but i dun have the ability to get in..
haix, even thou we cant study together
but as the saying goes, distance makes the heart grows fonder...
haix, im satisfied.
im excited!!
im contented.
I CAN FINALLY BUY/ORDER MY OWN GUITAR LE!!!!!!!
sad thing thou, i have loads of hw to complete..
and a few tchers to face(due to ponning of lessons)
hahaha..
and road run..
urgh.
i really hope ah ma and ham's appeals are successful..
i dun wan to be a loner=(
*prayers*
p.s one thing im not happy is tt am i really meant to have the same fate and xzh??
same prelims psle.same psle.same olvl prelims.same olvl. same pri sch. same sec sch. same JC. HE BETTER GET 4straight As for alvl!! or else............
lol!
p.p.s.. why so many ppl leaving.
why he got into....haix..
it was kinda a shock~
i was busy talking to xzh when the bus arrived at NJ
and the next thing i knew,
wanqing walked up to me with an apparently shocked look plastered onto her face,
and asked: DID u get in?? RJ?
then it hit me tt the results were alr sent to us!!
i rummaged for my hp..
4 unread msg..
and i found it.
didnt really know what to expect...
then...
i saw the word: NATIONAL.
first impression: huh?
second: omg
then, YESH!!!
then, da shen smsed me.
oh no.
im sry shen but i cant get in=(
its not tt i didnt try rite=)
but i dun have the ability to get in..
haix, even thou we cant study together
but as the saying goes, distance makes the heart grows fonder...
haix, im satisfied.
im excited!!
im contented.
I CAN FINALLY BUY/ORDER MY OWN GUITAR LE!!!!!!!
sad thing thou, i have loads of hw to complete..
and a few tchers to face(due to ponning of lessons)
hahaha..
and road run..
urgh.
i really hope ah ma and ham's appeals are successful..
i dun wan to be a loner=(
*prayers*
p.s one thing im not happy is tt am i really meant to have the same fate and xzh??
same prelims psle.same psle.same olvl prelims.same olvl. same pri sch. same sec sch. same JC. HE BETTER GET 4straight As for alvl!! or else............
lol!
p.p.s.. why so many ppl leaving.
why he got into....haix..
Monday, February 18, 2008
didnt know ppl actually read my blog..
haha,
accept for shen n yawn who did that out of boredom and many threats by me..
so anyway,
to cheryl: hi=) of course i heard of u b4 lah..
welcome to my blog. zzzz.. why u ppl so lag arh? now then realise my post on 30th nov..LOL
to ty: hello=) the ty i mentioned was you. sry lah.. didnt mean much, just to prove my point only. hope the coast is now feng ping lang jing liao. haha=)
to murong: yes i rmb you.. LOL. duhh, u went out before, sort of..haha, anyway do visit her more often even though i no longer post vulgarities anymore.
(and i hope i wont have the chance to do so liao)
LOL. how come suddenly all the ex4H ppl come here and tag???
can someone pls tell me??
u ppl really damn lag hoR??
LOL, the post was like decades ago and now then they realised.
aiya, everything is over le, just treat that piece of blog post as some entertainment,
read liao then forget about it bah=)
haix,
and now im still confused.
anxiety, nervousness(if there is such a word), excitement
all jumbled up in my stomach.
lol.
dont really feel like "lol"ing..
but if dun "lol" i will feel worse.
lol.
maybe "lol"s helps to lighten up the spirit.
tmr fate will decide where i should go.
NO. it was decided long ago actually,
just tt moe didnt wanted to reveal to us at all.
i really dont know what to expect..
of course i would be happy (i hope) whatever the results may be..
but, if in case i got my first choice...
...ive been thinking about this for ages.
im not sure if im even worht going to that place.
im not extremely intelligent,
not exceptionally dilligent..
im just, normal RV girl.
im not even sure i deserved my own o lvl results.
im happy, definitely.
but sometimes u just feel u have not put in that much to get so much...
thats when u feel that u shudnt be going to this place that might be too good for u.
im afraid i cant cope with the work.
because in NJ,
many of my classmates actually deserved better to go there than i do.
they are so much more hardoworking,
and they get sma e results, or even better than mine.
some of them even have leadership positions.. top in their sch..
yet they all stayed.
im not worth it all.
im not good enough.
this isnt like reality.
okay, maybe reality to me was most of the time FAILURE..
such as failing to get into nanyang.
but this "failure" brought me to RV,
where i experienced more failures in cca etc..
and eventually led me to meet some true frens..
i've nvr really done well in my exams..
until perhaps here.
and its unfair.
i dont even know if it was really my hardwork paid off.
its all so unreal.
if i got into NJ, at least it will make me believe yesh i've tried my best and this is where i shud be.
im really confused.
i dont know what the h*ll im toking.
i hate to say,
but im really scared of everything.
and nobody understands.
dad's nagging again.
im tired.
nite=)
he thinks tt its sily to be sad, cuz i can join guitar anywhere.
but doesnt he realise the true reason i like guitar sessions is because of the ppl's comapny. cos' of him?
haha,
accept for shen n yawn who did that out of boredom and many threats by me..
so anyway,
to cheryl: hi=) of course i heard of u b4 lah..
welcome to my blog. zzzz.. why u ppl so lag arh? now then realise my post on 30th nov..LOL
to ty: hello=) the ty i mentioned was you. sry lah.. didnt mean much, just to prove my point only. hope the coast is now feng ping lang jing liao. haha=)
to murong: yes i rmb you.. LOL. duhh, u went out before, sort of..haha, anyway do visit her more often even though i no longer post vulgarities anymore.
(and i hope i wont have the chance to do so liao)
LOL. how come suddenly all the ex4H ppl come here and tag???
can someone pls tell me??
u ppl really damn lag hoR??
LOL, the post was like decades ago and now then they realised.
aiya, everything is over le, just treat that piece of blog post as some entertainment,
read liao then forget about it bah=)
haix,
and now im still confused.
anxiety, nervousness(if there is such a word), excitement
all jumbled up in my stomach.
lol.
dont really feel like "lol"ing..
but if dun "lol" i will feel worse.
lol.
maybe "lol"s helps to lighten up the spirit.
tmr fate will decide where i should go.
NO. it was decided long ago actually,
just tt moe didnt wanted to reveal to us at all.
i really dont know what to expect..
of course i would be happy (i hope) whatever the results may be..
but, if in case i got my first choice...
...ive been thinking about this for ages.
im not sure if im even worht going to that place.
im not extremely intelligent,
not exceptionally dilligent..
im just, normal RV girl.
im not even sure i deserved my own o lvl results.
im happy, definitely.
but sometimes u just feel u have not put in that much to get so much...
thats when u feel that u shudnt be going to this place that might be too good for u.
im afraid i cant cope with the work.
because in NJ,
many of my classmates actually deserved better to go there than i do.
they are so much more hardoworking,
and they get sma e results, or even better than mine.
some of them even have leadership positions.. top in their sch..
yet they all stayed.
im not worth it all.
im not good enough.
this isnt like reality.
okay, maybe reality to me was most of the time FAILURE..
such as failing to get into nanyang.
but this "failure" brought me to RV,
where i experienced more failures in cca etc..
and eventually led me to meet some true frens..
i've nvr really done well in my exams..
until perhaps here.
and its unfair.
i dont even know if it was really my hardwork paid off.
its all so unreal.
if i got into NJ, at least it will make me believe yesh i've tried my best and this is where i shud be.
im really confused.
i dont know what the h*ll im toking.
i hate to say,
but im really scared of everything.
and nobody understands.
dad's nagging again.
im tired.
nite=)
he thinks tt its sily to be sad, cuz i can join guitar anywhere.
but doesnt he realise the true reason i like guitar sessions is because of the ppl's comapny. cos' of him?
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
whew..
finally had the time to SURF..
and before we all realise, we had spent one month a.k.a 1/12 yrs in our jc=)
come to think that i actually loathed NJ when i first step in here,
its quite a miracle how i manage to like it.
esp guitar=)))
things/stuffs i like about NJ:
1) the uniform=D
2) bubble tea
3) fwens frm RV
4) my classmates
5) my CCA
6) my IDOs
7) guitar pres.
8) bio.
9) chem.
10) econs.
11) oasis
12) the people
things i dislike abt NJ:
1) PE!!!!
2) maths(i dislike no matter anywhere)
3) long lessons.
4) red pe shorts?
5) S.phua.
lol.
just had guitar today!!!
i feel so accomplished can~~!!
we were learning this song that is very interesting
(cuz i still cant memorise the tune)
BUT anyway, me and HAM managed to finish it after realising tt by singing it out it would be much easieR~
haha, and i learnt how to play without looking at my hands
(but one third of the notes were out of tune)
zzz.. JIA YOU
let's pray hard next mon's session is not my last session here..
haix.
and tmr is valentines..
but unlike other yrs in RV,
i didnt have the time to shop for valentines gift=((
ZZzzZZz...
ok
there's always a next yr..
lol.
and i still cant understand why NJcians treat valentines as thou its is national day or sth (or even better)..
flowers, air plant, choc(which u can buy in bulk at cheaper price at NTUC markets)
phototaking, pink balloons, song dedication..
sounds like teacher's cum children's day somehow...
it actually kind of make me rather skeptical and reluctant to "celebrate" it.
seriously.
but oh well,
since love is in the air..
i wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINES DAY and hope that everyday will be valetines day for all of u=))
*hugs and kisses*
(i see some ppl puking)
(and yanru's face's pimple getting larger)
lalala~
p.s. yp SO CUTE TODAY!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.. and ham, he is different frm muscular!!!
finally had the time to SURF..
and before we all realise, we had spent one month a.k.a 1/12 yrs in our jc=)
come to think that i actually loathed NJ when i first step in here,
its quite a miracle how i manage to like it.
esp guitar=)))
things/stuffs i like about NJ:
1) the uniform=D
2) bubble tea
3) fwens frm RV
4) my classmates
5) my CCA
6) my IDOs
7) guitar pres.
8) bio.
9) chem.
10) econs.
11) oasis
12) the people
things i dislike abt NJ:
1) PE!!!!
2) maths(i dislike no matter anywhere)
3) long lessons.
4) red pe shorts?
5) S.phua.
lol.
just had guitar today!!!
i feel so accomplished can~~!!
we were learning this song that is very interesting
(cuz i still cant memorise the tune)
BUT anyway, me and HAM managed to finish it after realising tt by singing it out it would be much easieR~
haha, and i learnt how to play without looking at my hands
(but one third of the notes were out of tune)
zzz.. JIA YOU
let's pray hard next mon's session is not my last session here..
haix.
and tmr is valentines..
but unlike other yrs in RV,
i didnt have the time to shop for valentines gift=((
ZZzzZZz...
ok
there's always a next yr..
lol.
and i still cant understand why NJcians treat valentines as thou its is national day or sth (or even better)..
flowers, air plant, choc(which u can buy in bulk at cheaper price at NTUC markets)
phototaking, pink balloons, song dedication..
sounds like teacher's cum children's day somehow...
it actually kind of make me rather skeptical and reluctant to "celebrate" it.
seriously.
but oh well,
since love is in the air..
i wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINES DAY and hope that everyday will be valetines day for all of u=))
*hugs and kisses*
(i see some ppl puking)
(and yanru's face's pimple getting larger)
lalala~
p.s. yp SO CUTE TODAY!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.. and ham, he is different frm muscular!!!
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
sry la shen.
i understand why u reacted this way,
since i oso cant stand ppl badmouthing RV last time even when i still hated rv.
and seriously, i wasnt launching any personal attacks or whatsoever.
not just u, many RVians who went to that JC oso looks down on others.
but i didnt say all the ppl there are like tt la.
come on, mx is my godsis.. i know there are nice ppl there too=)
and u of course..
AND,
im just ranting in my blog BECAUSE i cant be bothered to go bother others with my
" i dun wan to go.." anymore.
this the bad thing about blogs eh.
u can say what u mean without angering someone nearby.
and to shen, PLEASE GET THIS STRAIGHT:
i would really wan to study with u together,
but i cant possibly stick to u forever in that sch rite...
im just not ready for your that culture in ur that sch,
put u in my shoes, u will feel intimidated by ur sch the ppl too.
but of course then again,
why would u put urself in my shoes and think for me,
i mean, afterall, u simply do not see the need to care since u already know its got nth to do with you.
cheer up.
i may not get into that JC at all=)
i understand why u reacted this way,
since i oso cant stand ppl badmouthing RV last time even when i still hated rv.
and seriously, i wasnt launching any personal attacks or whatsoever.
not just u, many RVians who went to that JC oso looks down on others.
but i didnt say all the ppl there are like tt la.
come on, mx is my godsis.. i know there are nice ppl there too=)
and u of course..
AND,
im just ranting in my blog BECAUSE i cant be bothered to go bother others with my
" i dun wan to go.." anymore.
this the bad thing about blogs eh.
u can say what u mean without angering someone nearby.
and to shen, PLEASE GET THIS STRAIGHT:
i would really wan to study with u together,
but i cant possibly stick to u forever in that sch rite...
im just not ready for your that culture in ur that sch,
put u in my shoes, u will feel intimidated by ur sch the ppl too.
but of course then again,
why would u put urself in my shoes and think for me,
i mean, afterall, u simply do not see the need to care since u already know its got nth to do with you.
cheer up.
i may not get into that JC at all=)
Saturday, February 02, 2008
it's been a long time since i lasted posted.
and that was before olvl results came out.
well, basically this few days were rather packed,
not exactly with homework,
but with cca, meeting yawn and random stuffs(such as watching a bball match)
haix.
all i can say is that, no matter what results u get for olvl,
the outcome is almost similar.
Life throws u into a decision making process.
and that's where i fail the most.
Talked to a few ppl after the o's
and realise most of them are traumatising over what sch to choose.
same here.
but like what bei said: " At least be glad u can make a choice, and not waiting for some sch to choose u."
i dunno.
mum and dad were telling me that frens are everywhere and stuff..
i mean its true...
but everytime i go to _JC for cip on saturday,
i will b like: i dun wan to come here i dun wan to come here..
sry la shen,
nice uniforms aint a any attraction to me.
i really dun wan to be in a place where the ppl only know of their own sch's existence and feel that schs besides theirs(and another rather prestigious college) are all crap and stupid.
i dun wan to be with ppl who lives in only their little world, cares about nothing but themselves.
i dun wan to be in a place full of ignorant gits.
i totally regret.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
on a lighter note,
i really enjoyed art class today=]
there might be things that i cant do well:
1]socialising
2]accepting changes
3]making choices
4]2.4
5]mugging
.
.
.
and the list goes on.
but there are things that i can do well too:
1] do a whole oil paint with three colors.
2] and finish in within a lesson
3] and in the end praised by teacher.
wah, i was so damn shuang yet embarassed.
he was saying: " xiaoyun arh, this is really very nice.. kan qi lai hen shu fu.."
etc.
praising me in front of all the pro pro seniors.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
then he say he was really pleased with my painting,
and my speed of improvement~
SHUANG.
think i can upgrade to western A very soon lerh!!!
yeah~~~
or maybe he just said that so that i dun feel bad about not having 10A1s as compared to kassandra
OR, he think i missed last week's lesson to mourn over my results and..
watever la,
i got praised.
my painting is chio.
that's all i care=]
p.s. wth.. hansen taller than penguin liao??!!!
and that was before olvl results came out.
well, basically this few days were rather packed,
not exactly with homework,
but with cca, meeting yawn and random stuffs(such as watching a bball match)
haix.
all i can say is that, no matter what results u get for olvl,
the outcome is almost similar.
Life throws u into a decision making process.
and that's where i fail the most.
Talked to a few ppl after the o's
and realise most of them are traumatising over what sch to choose.
same here.
but like what bei said: " At least be glad u can make a choice, and not waiting for some sch to choose u."
i dunno.
mum and dad were telling me that frens are everywhere and stuff..
i mean its true...
but everytime i go to _JC for cip on saturday,
i will b like: i dun wan to come here i dun wan to come here..
sry la shen,
nice uniforms aint a any attraction to me.
i really dun wan to be in a place where the ppl only know of their own sch's existence and feel that schs besides theirs(and another rather prestigious college) are all crap and stupid.
i dun wan to be with ppl who lives in only their little world, cares about nothing but themselves.
i dun wan to be in a place full of ignorant gits.
i totally regret.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
on a lighter note,
i really enjoyed art class today=]
there might be things that i cant do well:
1]socialising
2]accepting changes
3]making choices
4]2.4
5]mugging
.
.
.
and the list goes on.
but there are things that i can do well too:
1] do a whole oil paint with three colors.
2] and finish in within a lesson
3] and in the end praised by teacher.
wah, i was so damn shuang yet embarassed.
he was saying: " xiaoyun arh, this is really very nice.. kan qi lai hen shu fu.."
etc.
praising me in front of all the pro pro seniors.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
then he say he was really pleased with my painting,
and my speed of improvement~
SHUANG.
think i can upgrade to western A very soon lerh!!!
yeah~~~
or maybe he just said that so that i dun feel bad about not having 10A1s as compared to kassandra
OR, he think i missed last week's lesson to mourn over my results and..
watever la,
i got praised.
my painting is chio.
that's all i care=]
p.s. wth.. hansen taller than penguin liao??!!!